DAY 47 Yesterday was a Sunday, and about the only thing I had to attend was a N.A. meeting. Having all that free time reminds me that I’ll have a lot of “free” time when I leave here. There will be a big void (vacuum) in my life without rehab and alcohol. Nature abhors a vacuum. I’ve found it also applies to my mind. When I’m alone, I’m with bad company. I’m going to connect with a program called Bridging the Gap. It’s a program offered through AA. It’s put together to help ‘newcomers’ make the transition from rehab to the ‘real world.’ I have to call them at least a week before my discharge. I’m so forgetful, I’ll have to write a reminder and tape it to my mirror. I’ll probably forget to do that unless I proof this letter about 20 times.